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[May. 31st, 2005|11:34 am] |
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| |  blank | ] |
| [ | music |
| | brand new | ] |
wow im bored as hell in earth science...this weekend was really fun...i got drunk as hell at my friend roxie(she is so cool and nice) she was having a party and i knew like no one but it didnt really matter cause i get really open and will talk openly after a few...i loved it...thanks |
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| pussies |
[May. 25th, 2005|05:46 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  crazy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | a static lullaby | ] |
ok i get a random IM and it say if i go to any shows this weekend something bad will happen, and that my emo friends and i are going to to get the shit beat out of us...well just letting everyone know i have given up on life and really dont care what happens to me, so while im at the show ill have a knife on me and i am ready to kill someone, so incase you want to fuck with me im ready to go to jail, get the chair, and burn in hell with you right next to me...so dont fuck with a crazy fucker who isnt afraid of dieing anymore...just a warning |
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| omg |
[May. 19th, 2005|09:50 pm] |
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| | exanimate | ] |
| [ | music |
| | tbs | ] |
TODAY WAS THE PERFECT DAY! |
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| its been a long time |
[May. 19th, 2005|11:39 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  muh... | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the hush, I love them | ] |
so yea its been a long time since i wrote in here...i got a hair cut...i really dont like it, but it should look good in like 2 weeks...well yelling at parents is always fun, im getting a job so it doesnt really matter what they say...over summer im going to get the front of my hair streaked and a lip ring...im hoping to get a car too...im hoping by doing all this ill be happy...=/ |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 5th, 2005|10:59 pm] |
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| |  crushed | ] |
I GIVE UP...ON EVERYTHING |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 3rd, 2005|07:19 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  drained | ] |
| [ | music |
| | tv | ] |
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT....
my eyes?
my hair?
my laugh?
my personality?
my sense of humor?
my style?
my taste of music?
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF....
I said hi?
I told you a secret?
I asked you to hangout?
I asked you on a date?
I kissed you?
I held your hand?
I died?
I killed someone?
I wrote a song about you?
I asked you for help?
I needed a shoulder to cry on?
DO YOU THINK I'M...
a good person?
trustworthy?
a good friend?
someone fun to be around?
good at giving hugs?
a good musician?
selfish?
an asshole?
loving?
funny? sweet?
what is one thing you like about me.
what is one thing you dis-like about me.
what do you think of me as? (pick a #)
1.friend
2. best friend
3. enimie
4.dork
5. crush
6.lover
do it if you love or hate me |
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[Jan. 29th, 2005|09:40 pm] |
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| | crazy | ] |
THE WRESTLING TEAM AND I MOVED A VAN...it was blocking the bus for us to get out so we moved it lol it was the coolest!!! |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 24th, 2005|12:38 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  nervous | ] |
| [ | music |
| | finch | ] |
im going to get to see the coolest girl in the world "diana" and her best friend mona tomorrow at woodfield tomorrow...GG |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 22nd, 2005|11:32 pm] |
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| | blank | ] |
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| | finch | ] |
ive hit a new low... |
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[Jan. 21st, 2005|02:01 pm] |
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| |  confused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | ghostbusters | ] |
me...lip ring...what do you think? |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 20th, 2005|09:52 pm] |
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| |  cold | ] |
| [ | music |
| | nothing | ] |
I Suck...but you mostlikely already know that... |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 18th, 2005|11:15 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | hope diana is ok... | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Dark Of The Matinee, Franz Ferdinand | ] |
OMG...last night was so much fun!!! I finally got to meet the girl of my dreams...she is so much prettier in person...at first it was kind of weird but as the night went on things got better...i picked her up at her house in rosemont the we went to the mall the hip, its the worst mall ever so we just walked around trying to get used to eachother, then she was like want to see a movie...so we when to the show, how lucky oceans 12 just started and we had never seen it, we talked durning like the whole movie lol...i put my arm around her once the movie started, but she looked at me weird so i started to take it back but she grabbed it and put it back on her shoulder...lol...during the movie we admited that we liked eachother...here is the catch she has a boyfriend but she is completely bored with him and want to get rid of him but doesnt want to hurt him...im like ill hurt him for you, jk...lol...but yea she didnt really tell her mom that she was going out with me so by the end of the movie she had 21 missed calls...then her dad was trying to call her(thats BAD) she called her mom, and said that she said that she was going out...I hope she isnt in too much troble...and for me my dad wanted me to stay home and study, i yelled at him and left, lets just say we are not on best turms...but all and all i would do it all over again...
i wish my mom was home she understands me but ovb. she has to be out of town... |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 13th, 2005|08:02 pm] |
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| |  falling for the one | ] |
| [ | music |
| | 30 seconds to mars | ] |
The girl im falling for...
 
she is the one that makes my day = ) <3 |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 11th, 2005|10:30 pm] |
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| |  so depressed im sick | ] |
| [ | music |
| | frou frou | ] |
i dont think i can laugh ever again...im making myself sick from feeling like shit all the time...i cant remember the last time that i was even happy...if you see me in school useally i have on a fake smile just so you wont ask what is wrong...just to let you know i know that you talk behind my back, why cant you just say that shit to my face. if you dont like me let me know i wont get mad i just wont talk to you anymore, which you would want anyways...i just cant take any of this shit anymore...im sorry if you have to deal with me...i wish i wasnt around so i could just stay out of every thing...letting me go shouldnt be hard since you didnt want me in the first place...
goodbye |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 9th, 2005|07:53 pm] |
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| |  cranky | ] |
| [ | music |
| | atreyu | ] |
I FUCKING HATE HOMEWORK!!! |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 8th, 2005|07:21 pm] |
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| | confused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | tv | ] |
wow...i just told my mom that i used to take pain killers and that i drink sometimes...she actually was ok...it was weird... |
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[Jan. 4th, 2005|11:36 am] |
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| | drained | ] |
| [ | music |
| | mcr | ] |
im in science and bored as hell but im in a good mood for the first time in a while. =P |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 2nd, 2005|10:30 pm] |
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| | feeling bad | ] |
| [ | music |
| | homegrown | ] |
resolutions
1. no more masterbating for a while like 3 months
2. fine someone that truely likes me(not another summer)
3. stay out of peoples lives that dont want me there
Well thats all i got...maybe ill get more... |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 2nd, 2005|09:59 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | muh... | ] |
| [ | music |
| | frou frou | ] |
stole it from paul
me = bored
[x] been drunk/tipsy
[ ] smoked pot.
[x] kissed a member of the opposite sex.
[x] kissed a member of the same sex.
[x] rode in a taxi.
[x] been dumped.
[x] shoplifted.
[ ] been fired.
[x] been in a fist fight.
[ ] had a three-some.
[ ] snuck out of your parent's house.
[ ] been arrested.
[x] made out with a stranger.
[x] stole something from your job.
[ ] celebrated new years in times square
[x] went on a blind date. ?
[x] lied to a friend.
[ ] had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans.
[ ] been to europe.
[ ] skipped school.
[ ] thrown up from drinking.
[ ] lost your sibling.
[x] played 'clue'
[x] had a sleepover party.
[x] went ice skating
[ ] cheated on a bf/gf
[x] been cheated on.
[ ] had a sweet sixteen.
[ ] had a quinceañera.
[x] had a car.
[x] drove.
----do you----
[ ] have a dog.
[x] have your own room.
[x]listen to rap.
[x] listen to rock.
[ ] listen to soul.
[x] listen to techno.
[ ] listen to reggae.
[ ] paint your nails.
[x] have more than 1 best friend.
[x]play an instrument.
[ ] have slippers.
[x] wear boxers.
[ ]wear black eyeliner
[ ] like the color blue.
[ ] like the color yellow.
[ ] like to read.
[x] like to write.
[ ] have long hair.
[ ] have short hair.
[x] medium length
[x] have a cell phone.
[x] have a laptop.
[ ] have a pager
// Ver. 1
--Name: Steven
--Birthdate: 9 - 16 - 88
--Birthplace: Elk Grove
--Current Location: Elk Grove
--Eye color: Brown
--Hair color: Black
--Height: 6'1''
--Righty or Lefty: righty
--Zodiac Sign: ???
--Innie or Outtie: Innie
// Ver. 2 - Describe
--Your Heritage: german, polish
--The Shoes You Wore Today: van
--Your Weakness: everything
--Your Fears: so many things
--Your Perfect Pizza : mama Ks
--One thing You'd Like to Achieve: Get a girl that loves me for me
// Ver.3
--What is your most overused phrase online?: lol
--Your first thoughts waking up: where am i
--The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: boobs
--Your best physical features: um...i dont have any i suck
--Your bedtime: when im sleepy
--Your Most Missed Memory: hanging out with my first love
// Ver.4
--Pepsi or Coke: pepsi
--McDonald's or Burger King: Burger King
--Single or Group Dates: both are good
--Adidas or Nike: nike
--Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate
--Cappucino or coffee: coffee
--Boxers or Briefs: boxers
// Ver.5
--Do you smoke?: nope
--Cuss?: fuck yea
--Sing Well?: ok
--Do you think you've been in love?: i know i have
--Liked High School?: it sucks
--Want to get married?: Yes
--Type with fingers on the right keys: yes
--Get motion sickness: no
--Think you're attractive: im super ulgy
--Think you're a health freak: no either i eat really bad or dont eat
--Get along with parents: NO!
--Like Thunderstorms: no but i like rain
// Ver.6 - in the past month, did/have you:
--Consumed Alchohol: yes
--Have Sex: yes, 4 wonderful times
--Made Out: yes
--Gone On Date: yea
--Go To the Mall: often
--Eaten an entire box of Oreos: yea im fat
--Eaten Sushi: nope
--Gone Skating: yup
--Made Homemade cookies: yes, they were good
--Been in Love: yes
--Gone Skinny Dipping: No
--Dyed your hair: my real color is brown
--Stolen Anything: yea, but nothing big
// Ver.7
--Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing?: Yea
--Been trashed or completely intoxicated: not really
--Been caught "doing something"?: no but almost
--Been Called a "Tease": yea, you fuckers
// Ver.8
--Age you hope to be married?: 30? idk
--Numbers and Names of Children?: one boy one girl
--Describe your dream wedding: whatever she wants, i got money
--How do you want to die?: in my dreams, and before i wake up in pain
--Where do you want to go to college: nothern
--What do you want to be when you grow up?: i really dont know yet
--most like to visit?: i like where i am |
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